If you have to ask, you’ll never know

It was Huey Lewis that spoke these words, never has a truer phrase been said. All music fans feel this way about their favourite genre. Whether they’re being asked why Beethoven’s fifth moves them? Or Why Stairway to Heaven has become such a juggernaut for rock n roll?

The simple reply is that if you have to ask then you’ll never know. Asking me to explain why music moves me is like someone to define love. Music affects everybody in different ways. Some feel the beat and dance, for some it’s like a shot of adrenaline and for others it takes them on a journey where the music goes, the rise and fall of guitar solo’s the highway bass rhythm and the mountain crashing sound of drums. People get lost in the pageantry and drama of it. Which am I? I’m all of them.

Music affects everything I do is affected by music, even if it’s just a memory of a few lines sung at a moment that was special to me. A rhythms that move along the timeline of my life. While I may not have heard that music at the time the more I hear the more gets added, going back yes this drum fills better here than the bass line. As I write this I’m on a train waiting to depart for Dublin. The train, the people on it and Dublin are irrelevant. The only thing that matters today is that Iron Maiden are in Dublin. Iron Maiden are one of my favourite bands and have been for the last decade. The first big concert I was ever at was Iron Maiden. It was also one of the top five concerts I’ve been too.

Even know after twenty or thirty gigs in the years between, memories of that first concert makes the hair on my arms and the back of my neck stand up. My heart skips a beat and starts pounding, it’s that kick of adrenaline that is almost the exclusive domain of heavy metal. Thinking ahead to tonights gig it is hard to sit still on the train, that urge to shake your head, put your fist in the air and sing along. It’s what rock and roll is about. The day I stop wanting to go concerts and rock is the day they put the final nail in my coffin. They better make sure it’s sound proof too, one snippet of a solo a minor crash of a shovel and I’ll be back, long hair swinging middle finger in the air!


The Rising

The riot squad sounds like a thundercloud as they approach the protesters. From my perch above the streets, the futility of their stand strikes home. Their protest hasn’t roused the media attention that was needed to prevent the stomping they are going to experience by the riot squad. I wonder do they even remember what they are protesting right now, as the wall of batons and shields approach. The movement sparked by a moment of passion and poor judgement will end up with a death toll of more than a hundred. And here I stand looking down wondering whether to intervene or not. Still somewhat in awe of how it all started. Such a simple insult causing so much hurt.

The day started out like any other, the hustle and bustle along the streets as people mad their way to work. Walking along the streets hearing conversations that range from serious business phone calls to discussions about the latest movies. A group of carolers start a rendition of silent night. The atmosphere is festive and jolly. An important woman surrounded by a cluster of secret service types parts the crowd. A flicker of movement and the suddenly the secret service agents have a man pinned to a wall and are the woman is hustled back into her car and it speeds away. The agents pinning the man have released their grip and are now hitting him, he falls and the thud he makes breaks the festive mood, the music stops everyone stops and stares at the agents kicking him.

Some good Samaritan tries to stop them but he falls and meets the same treatment. The mob thats gathered around the incident starts to grow unruly and the agents sense this. One gets on the phone and orders a pick up, the remaining draw their guns. Back to back they move to the edge of the pavement. The crowd slowly parting for them. It looks like it will end with no serious incident. But then a wannabe hero in the crowd makes a move for one of the guns, the gun goes off and theres a small boy hit in the chest. And it was so close to ending there and then. The mob will be out for blood later……


What is the Rock n Roll Edge?

Someone said to me a while ago that they thought that I’d gone from Metallica to Brian Adams and I was losing the Rock N Roll edge he once associated with me. Maybe he’s right my hair is short, the music I listen to has mellowed and the leather trench coats and biker boots have been replaced with trainers and jackets. This got me thinking have I lost the “Rock N Roll Edge” that I used to define myself for so long?

At first I thought he was right maybe I had mellowed a bit and wasn’t turned up to 11 anymore. But then like all things to do with music it answered the question for me. A live version of Iron Maiden’s Fear of the Dark played on shuffle. Like most things with music it wasn’t the logical oh I love this song. It was the emotional response, The hair on my arms and the back of my neck standing up, the increase in heart rate and the involuntary smile and singing along. That quieted my doubts, I’ve not lost the “Rock N Roll Edge” it’s just evolved, matured. I don’t feel the need to broadcast it to everyone, to brag and show off so to speak.

It’s like a friend of mine said,

“You don’t choose music, the music chooses you”

He was dead right too, and once music chooses you it doesn’t let go you belong to it. It may be a bit cliche but I didn’t sell my soul to Rock N Roll it just took it. Seduced by the interwoven guitar riffs of Keith Richards and Ronnie Wood, the mysticism of Led Zeppelin, the good fun times of AC DC. Drawn to the Rock N Roll villains in Alice Cooper and Marilyn Manson. Driven on to salvation by the fury and speed of Metallica and Anthrax.

Rock N Roll it’s my religion and my law


How far have we really come?

During the seven and a half hours of idleness that I have at work everyday. I started pondering whether we really have come as far as we like to think we have. It’s undeniable that the standard of living of people in the developed world has improved dramatically. From a scientific and medicinal point of view our life expectancy is growing and we are probing the depths of the creation of the universe. But aesthetically how far have we come? and how far behind are we?

Look at the buildings that the ancient world created, the monuments and achievements without electricity or computers. Where getting in touch with someone a hundred miles away may have taken up to a week or more even. Yet St.Peters Basilica was built, the Sistine Chapel and the Notre Dame Cathedral were all built. A lot of our biggest monuments and accomplishments are remnants of the ancient world. How many of these projects have been bettered in recent times? with all our advancements in technology and communications. Could we plausibly build an equivalent of the statue of liberty and transport it across the Atlantic ocean. Yes we could but what would be the point it was already done 100+ years ago.

To address the second sweeping statement made earlier about we are not as far as we should be. This is something that I believe wholeheartedly. The Greeks were on the verge of discovering calculus if they could resolve their philosophical problems but they couldn’t before their civilisation crumbled sadly. But then advances were made things seemed to be going fairly well, the renaissance happened and their was an explosion of creativity and new ideas. Sadly religion and the church had to get involved.

Like a corned beast they refused to accept any new ideas no matter what evidence was presented to them. They persecuted and discredited curious and creative individuals who knows what has been lost to the sands of time now? How much of a set back was the dark ages and inquisitions to mankind’s development. For this among some other reasons is why I have no love or faith in religions. As Dan LeSac put it

All the good I tried to do was corrupted
when organised religion got into full swing,
What I thought were quite clear messages were taken to unusual extremes.
My teachings taken out of context to meet the agendas of others,
Interpretations taken to many different ways and hidden meanings discovered

Religion became a tool, for the weak to control the strong


The Church Scandal and All that

I haven’t read the Pope’s letter to the Irish church that was published today. I started to but I got lost on the first line,
Pastor of the universal Church
This statement alone was enough to put me off reading the rest of the letter. How can a group that discriminates against women and gay people, be considered universal. A group can only consider themselves as universal if they include everyone. But anyway that’s only minor annoyance of mine while I attempted to read the letter. But onto the actual scandal.

This current scandal is becoming less and less about the abuse that took place and more about the coverup that followed the abuse. To me this is worse than the actual abuse, purely based on the fact that so much would’ve been avoided if everything had been reported to the civil authorities. What strikes me most is the sheer arrogance of the church back then, I believe that in “Song for a Raggy Boy” this is shown best where, at the end the Bishop shows up and simply says it’s sorted. The probable involvement Cardinal Brady in the cover up and oaths of silence with two of Brendan Smiths victims is, actually I don’t have a word to describe the how deplorable that was. Words such as deplorable, shameful, inexcusable, heinous and despicable seem to mundane to even scratch the surface of the disgust that the nation as a whole feels about what has recently come to light.

For decades Irish people lived in fear of the church and the damage that was done in those decades is irreparable, From the magadalene laundries to the child abuse and the fear that the clergy could wield. Without challenge or question priests could destroy families and exile people from their communities. Despite all this the church still has their devout fanatics who insist that the church can do no wrong. The letter from the pope is apparently in the spirit of healing wounds and moving on. The problem is that these wounds should never have happened in the first place. For an organisation that’s core commandments are concerned with loving your fellow man and always selflessly for the greater cause of being good. They have exhibited an extreme case of selfishness that has destroyed hundreds if not thousands of lives across the world.

The catholic church seems to subscribe to the slogan of

Do as I say not as I do

To sum up in words the church may understand. You’ve lost most of the flock.


A Random Ramble about the last few months………i think

As march rolls around again the same way and time as always bringing us closer to what will surely be a disappointing summer again. Things have semi picked up since last year so far anyway. Started partying for a week down in Kerry with paddlin’ buddies which was great and everyone involved agrees it was a great trip despite the near complete lack of paddlin’. Got the all clear from my phsyio to go back paddlin’ and back to other such activities.


College started back as usual with less hours and more project work so it’s some sort of balance there I’m sure. Union troubles in WIT caused exam results to be delayed by a month so that was some form of excitement/interest. Something I noticed about that situation was that a lot of the people that get all antsy about results being delayed are the ones that are just looking for another reason to doss. There are genuine people who want their results as well but they don’t seem to get as up tight as the others for some reason.


The next interesting event was Kayaking Inter varsities, which as with all kayaking events was just fun. 3 days partying in Galway is a pretty good way to start off midterm. Finishing 7th overall is the highest the club has finished ever so constant improvement every year. I only competed in the long distance event so my effort was about 50 minutes on the water. Which left enough time for partying and general merry making. The pirate themed party on the Saturday was awesome! with some great and dodgy costumes.


Thats all thats really happened so far this year but hey that’s not a bad two months is it? What’s in store for the next few months? I dunno……Only thing on my calendar at the moment is the Splash Ball and finishing college. With a lil bit of kayaking thrown in i spose.


Generation Y: Apparently We’re Awesome

So it turns out that I’m not part of generation X but that’s not a bad thing since according to various sources being part of generation Y is much better. The table below shows some of the differences between the two generations.

Generation X Generation Y
Born 1965-1976
51 million
Born 1977 – 1998
75 million
Accept diversity
Pragmatic/practical
Self-reliant/individualistic
Reject rules
Killer life
Mistrust institutions
PC
Use technology
Multitask
Latch-key kids
Friend-not family
Celebrate diversity
Optimistic/realistic
Self-inventive/individualistic
Rewrite the rules
Killer lifestyle
Irrelevance of institutions
Internet
Assume technology
Multitask fast
Nurtured
Friends = family

Given that the above is a general statement of the difference between the last two generations. The above will apply to different people in different degrees but some of the above applies to everyone born in those years. But then again they are very general attributes and I’m sure someone will point out that some of each applies to them. But that’s the nature of general assertions of a generations characteristics.

Anyhow apparently one of our greatest attributes is our complete rejection of the counter culture that was a major part of generation X and the 1960′s baby boomers. We don’t scorn our parents as previous generations have and surveys have shown that among generation Y college students in the US they talk to parents an average of 1.5 times a day about a variety of things instead of just a “checking up” conversation. We are also the most liberal generation ever with a large proportion being in favour of same sex marriage and LBGT rights. Despite us being a relatively liberal and progressive society, this generation has seen an increase in the number of youth organisations dedicated to the conservation of well conservative views and ideals.

In terms of technology we well rock! completely with the vast majority of us being completely techno-literate and adaptable to changes in technology user interfaces and the such. We IM, network and multi task like no generation has before thanks in large part to the explosion of the internet in the late 90′s and early 00′s. What surprises most of the older generation is out ability to multi task strangely enough. They can’t seem to comprehend how having an im conversation with 2/3 people, writing report and listening to some music is nothing out of the ordinary. Generation Y are also the most important component of the emerging web 2.0 trend. Without us and our seeming love of being connected to our friends sites like facebook, youtube and digg would never have taken off. Without this love of participation and being able to connect and share virtually everything we do with our friends almost instantly these sites would never have taken off the way they did.

One of the most interesting things I found when reading about generation Y was that we repeatedly shun big music industry manufactured artists and prefer to deal with independent bands and acts. This is one of the main reasons attributed to the indie rock breakthrough into the mainstream. Also shockingly we tend to live at home for longer than previous generations have. Also a fun fact is that we make up over 20% of the worlds population. So with most of having liberal and progressive social views and having the highest proportion of college graduates it seems like our generation could be the greatest ever. It’s possible that during our tenure of society that real change could happen. Maybe it’s already started with Barack Obama’s election in 2008 and the introduction of a bill in Ireland allowing same sex civil partnerships in 2009/2010. Things look like they are starting to change.


2009 Rocking the Kazbar?

Who knows? The year was alright I suppose. There was no real lows and a couple of really good parts. So that’s it really, some of the other blogs I’ve read have some deep soul searching or a day by day recap of what they did in the last twelve months. I just couldn’t be arsed doing either of those so, 2009 it was an alright year


Night Bus

Billy Joel is playing on my ipod, the night and miles are slipping away to the Piano Man. There is a certain appeal to travelling at night it’s almost like a night flight from a Tolkien or spy novel. Slipping away at night without attracting any attention. Man! Does you mind wander on long bus journeys. Looking around the dimly lit bus cabin seeing the different characters. There’s an old man sitting next to me admiring the pretty girl in the row ahead of us. The old man has a rather stately distinguished look, his hair and beard both neatly trimmed half moon spectacles sitting on the bridge of his nose. To finish off he has a pipe clenched between his teeth.

The woman looked like she had just fallen out of the Casino Royale in Montenegro. Elegance personified with hair that shimmered in the over head lights, and draped in diamonds that sparkled like a thousand constellations, in the rays from the street lights. Observing these two and how out of place they seem on the night bus bound west. My mind wanders again this time to the sound of Bob Dylan’s Subterranean Homesick Blues. It wanders in a new direction, inspired by these two strangers as to what chain of events led them to this time and place. My tired mind weaves their stories together and moves backwards through a series of events that may or may not have happened all to the tune of Bob Dylan.

My mind wanders into the past first back to a time when men carried hip flasks and cigarette tins. To what seemed like a much more sophisticated and timeless era. Back through events that have shaped the world we live in today, back past the first gulf war, past Vietnam even back past world war II. It wanders to a time shortly after the great depression. It’s 1931 in a Chicago Jazz Club, the room is thick with cigarette smoke and everyone is sharply dressed in suits and dresses. The man at the bar ordering his drink seems familiar something about him, an aura of familiarity that I’ve seen him before. The moment passes and he moves away from the bar and takes his seat near the dance floor. The men that he has sat with do not stand out on first glance. On a second glance however one notices the fine cut of their jackets and unmistakable bulge, that signals that they are armed.

Crouched low over the table that wards off any would be eavesdroppers. The business they discuss must be important. Watching them from afar imagination runs wild each possible topic much more improbable than the last. By the time I stop day dreaming about what their conversation it has ended and the familiar man is dancing with some stunning red head. The band plays out and the club starts to empty. Something compels me to follow the man. I don’t know why but I do, back to his hotel where I rent the nearest room I can. All these things I do out of instinct for no reason that I can fathom. With a stroke of luck my room is next to his. (Almost like someone was writing this. What happens next who knows?)

Sleep comes and it’s several hours later when I wake and begin to recongise the familiarity of the hotel room. Automatically I place my ear to the wall that I share with the man from the club. The rhythmic rumble of his snores let me know that he is still there and sleeping. With my curiosity about this man peaked, it’s time to for some pondering and piecing together of what has happened in the last 24 hours. Tracking back through the ether of memories events shape themselves into a scenario, the situation builds itself like a movie. The charismatic bank robber who’s stolen the countries heart and the relentless dedicated law man trying to catch him. The only question left to answer is which part do I play?

Still pondering my role in the unfolding story I leave for breakfast. The diner down the road gets recommended by the hotelier. Wandering down the street wrapped up in my own thoughts I fail to notice the gentleman that has appeared beside me. He walks lockstep with me to the diner and sits beside me in the diner, drinks his coffee then leaves. He left his cheque book behind him. On the back is my name, a place and a time…………..


IRMA and The Media Industries unwillingness to change…..

As it is evident to most people file sharing and illegal downloading are not going to go away. The only thing that can be done is to minimise it by providing an alternative service that can compete with it. However the media industry refuses to acknowledge this and try and develop a new business model to compete with it. One of the biggest displays of ignorance was IRMA forcing Eircom to block the Pirate Bay website. It is the most pointless thing I’d ever heard of and I am extremely annoyed at Eircom for allowing it to happen. I hope to address two points in this post the being why it was pointless for the IRMA to request a block on just the pirate bay. and the second is why I am so annoyed at Eircom for allowing it to happen.

The reason that this block is so pointless is the same way that the napster situation in the late nineties early noughties was. unless every ISP agrees to block every site suspected of facilitating copyright infringement then banning just one or a selection of these sites is pointless. People are just going to switch to another site or service. Listening to an interview with an IRMA representative on the radio a few weeks ago it came across to me as though he genuinely believed that illegal downloading by Eircom customers was genuinely going to be stopped by this ban.

I don’t think that these people realise how the internet works, it goes beyond one I.P address, URL or set of servers. The pirate bay could very easily just copy everything across to a new set of servers with a new name and then the IRMA would be back to square one. It really is mind boggling. Being a child of the internet generation so to speak I am amazed at the fear of change exhibited by the big media companies. Being honest I see record companies influence diluting in favour of artists direct marketing to fans through services such as MySpace, iTunes and Facebook. Record sales were falling before napster and any of this became a topical issue. There’s a lot that could be said about how the napster incident was handled on both sides and being honest I don’t know enough about the subject to comment one way or the other about what happened. iTunes was released a few months later which I suppose could be seen as a happy compromise. (I’m a fan of iTunes btw).

I suppose now would be a good time to move onto my second point. I can’t understand why Eircom would allow this to happen. As an ISP (Internet Service Provider) they shouldn’t be censoring anything. It is not the duty of the ISP to filter content. What’s worse about this is that it has set a precedent now in Irish law. It is a bad precedent since it was all decided before it went before the court. The fact that it was stated in the Judges comments at the end of the trial maybe a saving grace for ISP’s that do not back down from the record companies. UPC and Esat BT have stated that they will not follow in Eircom’s foot steps. There is no legal condition in this country to force ISP’s to monitor their customers usage of broadband services. What it really boils down to is that Eircom backed down when threatened with legal action. Hopefully UPC and Esat BT which are larger companies and owned in turn by bigger multinationals will not.


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